Friday, September 30, 2005
presentation is finally over !
hurrayyy
i felt my group did a great job ! :D
we put up a great showww :)
GOOD JOB YOU GUYS !
so for now,
it's back to studying
no more projects or lessons or anything
in hand
STUDY
MUG
STUDY
MUG
all theeee waaayyyy
i need to make it to sec FIVE.
jiayou jiayou !
& to all you guys out there who is also
busy mugging, YOU CAN DO IT
JIAYOU !
:)
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on another note ;
i wanna be a kiddo again
i miss being a kiddo
):
HEEE.
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NIGHT.
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Stop me from tripping
exams in 4 days time
freedom in 12 days time :)
hurray !
i'm seriously looking forward for the
horror monster exams to be O-V-E-R
but for now, i just gotta continue mugging
i am mugging,
but i feel i gotta mug harder
my concentration spent on work is totally pathetic
rarh,
God please help me.
it's patron's day tomorrow
woo hoos, st. teresa :)
oh oh, and i heard st.teresa's church
looks really nice now cause its been renovated
but well, it has always been nice :D
i miss the annex... alot.
oh well, i really don't know if we have
the privilege to go back there next year
i really hope we could.
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it's my grp's turn to present tomorrow
gonna be funkaye (=
so people please come if you can hokay :)))
i can't wait to present
&
at the same time,
i can wait to present
hahaha, oh please purse
please make up your mind .
so yeah
life so far has been rather hokay i suppose
just been rather stressful
but it'll be over soon .
:)
yay.
-
i really don't know why
but i've been treating my mum
like that lately .
so much has been happening at home
-
& i pray that all these bad happenings would be over soon
and i'll lift it all up to the Lord.
pray for me guys :)
i need your prayers :))
thankieee xD
;
a little note:
to -> ________ (not to whoever you think it may be)
sometimes i do wish you know i really feel
sometimes i dont wish you know how i really feel
i guess i'm scared
im just afraid, afraid of being hurt again i suppose
but well, i hope all these will come to an end
and i dont think you'll ever notice me
so i'll just let this all go
& try to forget everything .
but i do wish
that one day ..
someday...
:) till then.
love,
me
;
Monday, September 26, 2005
"Because Of You" - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Happy 2nd Anni VC ! :D
choir was great as always :)
i loved the responsorial psalm part totally awesome :))
after mass, went for confi class
had taize, it felt nice but i kinda zone out
and also freezing as i was sititng below the aircon (haha)
sharing was niceee
stefen & nes were crappy and funny as usual. HEH.
kfc with jiamin after that
had popcorn chicken & my tummy was hurting
crashed the arcade for a while :) teeheees.
so, thats about it for the day
i need to mug
i have to mug
i gotta mug
mug and mug and mug )):
oh, and one more thing
_____ is superly cute. total cuteness :D
rarrhh, esp when ____ look serious. HEES.
okaaay,
SHUSSHH.
byeee
happy mugging people
&
HAPPY 2ND ANNI TO VC :D :D :D :D
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spongebob square pants.
:)
;
Saturday, September 24, 2005
dear bloggy,
ive been rather random the past few days
hahaha, i wonder why
but anyway thats not the point
okay, thats being rather random again
bah =P
anyway,
yesterday which is Friday the 23rd Sep 2005
was the worst day of my life
i dont think its because i woke up from the wrong
side of the bed or whatsoever but because
i only manage to catch 3 hours of sleep?
it was crappy. i had to drag myself out of bed at
6am. rarh, rather frustrating .
went to school with puffy eyebags
i looked like a panda, though no one notice
hahahaa. =)
tons of people absent themselves again
school was quite a bore but luckily
assembly period was quite entertaining (:
learnt how to draw spongebob, my drawing
as usal was quite a failure hees, but nonetheless
i had a great time .
-
hitched a ride from miss club to buona vista station
went home from there
still on an okay mood
had lunch
went online
this person from my ED grp
sent me what he/she has done and to my surprise
his/her script only has 5 PATHETIC lines
it totally pissed me off seriously
i havent been pissed off with anyone in the longest time
and thereeee someone to piss me off .
i spoon fed that person by helping the person
search the correct website and blah blah and the
rest for that person to do was quite
self-explanatory and that person just gave me
a NO EFFORT at all work
its so whatever okay
hence, i said nvm i will edit the thing for you
she lacked like so many zillion ke billion points
and her script, she just mererly copied the first few lines
from the website. wtf.
i did it for that person and it was like
two full pages. rarhhhh. nevermind.
sorry, just needed to rant.
;
after rushing through the script, rushed
to essential brew to meet sammyfoo (:
it was great-- finally i could relax
drank some jasmine tea thing added with some zest
or something. hahaha :D kinda funkaye.
its called angel something.
so yeah.. isabel came along and took a cab
down to churchie.
;
ED session yesterday i shld say
its a job well done (=
awesome job they've done. (:
;
so more shit arised yesterday in my ED grp
i have a person who thinks he/she is so smart that
he/she had to present the thing to fr by himself/herself.
when he/she told me i was like.
erm, its supposed to be a grp thing why did you go by
yourself and he/she had to order my friend to bring
the laptop. LIKE OMG. whats your problem .
but nevermind, dont worry i didnt flare. yet
so much shit for yesterday
and i was exteremly fatigue due to lack of sleep
and i was very stressed up over this thingy
i really wanted to give up and not do the lesson.
im just glad that i have jiamin in my grp
or else i will just drop dead
seriously.
;
for now, i just pray that everything that we planned
out wld just go in place and i wil leave the rest to God,
for He gives.
and to just tolerate their nonsense for a little while more
for its gonna be over soon.
and lastly, i pray that i will hit my books soon .
please pray for me. (=
thanks .
;
on a lighter note :
something funny happened yesterday
crazy people please
HAHA.
CHAOS (:
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i wonder if you've notice me .
Thursday, September 22, 2005
I
AM
GOING
TO
RETAIN.
;
seemeinsecfournextyear.
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
VC :)
hurray!
;
this sunday's VC's 2nd anni (:
yay. can't wait. :D
im sure the choir is gonna be great! as always :)))
-
well, been hearing lots of things lately abt
what my new parish priest is gonna do to the youth
grps and all. i don't know if those are rumours
or whether its true. but i certainly hope its not true ):
sigh, neither do i want VC to be disband .
i feel its somehow demoralising
i mean, VC is nearing its 2nd anni & here comes
a big monster trying to spoil everything. hmpffs.
why do people love picking on youths ?
oh well.
i pray that everything would stay the same ):
i'm sure God has his plans.
even though ive only been in VC for about a year
but it certainly a place where i can call my 2nd home :D
weee, on a lighter note
looking forward for the VC potluck on the 1st oct :)
& guess what
two days later is the starting of my exams.
BOO TO THAT. wahahah.
;
VC 2004 & 2005 :)
BYE :)
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Sunday is an okay day. (haha)
went for 1030 mass as usual
i woke up at 0935 which was super late
alrd after that rushed down to church .
after mass, went for lunch with tim & isabel
after eating, isabel & i went to buy our fav
chocolate waffle :))) yumms .
it tasted goooood .
back to church after that
met up with my ED group to get our lesson plan done up
i'm just really glad that we know our
objectives and what we're gonna do alrd :)
thank God for sucha fruitful meeting today .
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randoms ;
you know, i really need help in math & chemistry ):
if anyone is willing to coach me, please tell me okay.
i would really appreciate it. :D
hees, this is so random .
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N Levels just 15 days away
that is like oh sooooooooo nearrrr . )):
im somehow starting to feel the pressure .
bah .
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_______ made my day today :DD
heeheee.
so cuteeeee, RARH. (:
-
i find _____ weird, just gives me the vibes ;
impression totally changed .
-
i really wished i live in a nice house,
doesnt neccessarily have to be big
it just has to be nice :)
i don't mind a garden .
living with two dogs, myself & one million kids running ard (:
shouting " mummy ! mummy ! "
haha, im weird.
-
i think i'm mood swinging .
-
what makes you different ,
makes you beautiful to me .
-
i wanna go shopping
PLEASE ?
-
will we ever be on talking terms again ?
hmmm, i wonder .
-
it all seems like it just happened yesterday .
-
bahh, i'm rather random today .
or shld i say VERY random xD
wahahaha ,
my crazy random post .
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stress .
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Can this be true?
Tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this
and you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
there's an angel?
It's a miracle
Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent
A little more time
On you
In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified
Never thought that love could feel like this
and you changed my world with just one kiss
How can it be that right here with me
There's an angel?
It's a miracle
:)
-
Nsync - " God must have spent a little more time on you"
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
here's two pics of me on the dunking machine =P
i was seriously scared & making alot of noise :)
so well, i didnt go to school today
my tummy problem again
i really donno what's wronggg. sigh
about 2 more weeks to N Level.
i cant wait for it to be O V E R .
ill be the happiest person on earth. xD
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
feast day was great (:
i got dunked. bah.
i'll upload some pics here soon.
not in the mood for blogging
but for now i just wanna say .
i don't wanna go to school tomoroow
RARRHH.
Saturday, September 10, 2005
DUNK THE PUNK. :D - being random
yay. cant wait for Feast Day this coming Sunday ! :)))
ED is in charge of the dunking machine once again. (:
exciting ! haha , it was called DUNK THE PUNK
last year and i wonder if it wld still be called that this year .
come come come for Feast Day if you're free on Sunday
hokay ? :) there's gonna be lots & lots of things and im sure
its gonna be fun ! if you've got no plans on Sunday. :)
its @ Clementi Ave 1 . :D give me a buzz if you're interested. :D
so yupp, might be gg to church later on
to try out the machines & sort out the prizes and all . (:
fun fun fun !! :)))
tee hees .
i have a confession to make
i havent touched my books since the end of my
SS paper :X thats bad .
ill mug soon .. soon is the word.
tee wee hees. (:
so well, nothing much today .
its quite a quiet & boring saturday
well, i mean not that quiet cause my mum started
nagging once she came home. hahaha
what's new ?
=P
;
& i can't keep my eyes off you .
Friday, September 09, 2005
Eternity With God .
yesterday, my cousin msged me
he told me that the aunty i visited yesterday
just passed away . my heart literally dropped .
i was so saddened when i read the msg.
i was wondering
why didnt my prayers work ?
and even did God throw away my prayer?
the faith so strong that i had in God that
she will get better, that she will be well soon
all just came crashing down .
but well, now i understand.
maybe shes better off this way
i mean look on the brighter side
she doesnt have to suffer so much anymore
the pain and everything is gone.
i just pray that her soul will be with God soon
and her family will grow stronger.
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my mum has been rather (i dont know how to describe) lately
but its been frustrating me
she keeps nagging at the slightest things man
sometimes i wonder whats her problem
i should get off the computer soon
or else she'll keep nagging&nagging&more naggings .
RARH.
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walk by faith
&
not by sight
;
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
went to the hospital today with my godmother
to visit my grandmother's sister who is only
in her 50s and has cancer and relying 100%
on an oxygen tank and morphin
i almost couldnt regonise her when i saw her
lying there in bed , eyes closed .
when my godmother went up to her and told
her that she and i have came to visit her
she didnt respond. looking at her like this my heart
ached. she was breathing so hard, it seems
like shes gasping for air even though she has
a mask on. my godmother and i prayed one
decade of the rosary for her next to the bed.
even though shes not Christian but i know she
has accepted the Lord .
all i hope now is that God would let her recover
cause she has a very strong will and fighting cause
she wants her life so badly.
she has sucha loving family and grandchildren
& i know the Lord would help those who
help themselves. so guys, if you are reading this
please pray for her. (:
now i know how fragile life can be
think twice before you say
" life sucks. i wished i could end my life now"
to visit my grandmother's sister who is only
in her 50s and has cancer and relying 100%
on an oxygen tank and morphin
i almost couldnt regonise her when i saw her
lying there in bed , eyes closed .
when my godmother went up to her and told
her that she and i have came to visit her
she didnt respond. looking at her like this my heart
ached. she was breathing so hard, it seems
like shes gasping for air even though she has
a mask on. my godmother and i prayed one
decade of the rosary for her next to the bed.
even though shes not Christian but i know she
has accepted the Lord .
all i hope now is that God would let her recover
cause she has a very strong will and fighting cause
she wants her life so badly.
she has sucha loving family and grandchildren
& i know the Lord would help those who
help themselves. so guys, if you are reading this
please pray for her. (:
now i know how fragile life can be
think twice before you say
" life sucks. i wished i could end my life now"
look at her, with cancer with so much pain literally
she wants to live on
i truly salute her courage & i pray she'll get better.
;
she wants to live on
i truly salute her courage & i pray she'll get better.
;
Heavenly Father
Please bless this child of yours who
is weight down in suffering
Lord Jesus, she has cancer & is in total dismay
Please Lord, give her the strength which she needs
Take all her fears and pain away
May she trust in You and never give up
on herself and on you
I know she is strong inside and has
a strong will to live on
Lord, please strengthen this will of hers and
may she be even stronger
I dont want to see her fall
I pray Lord Jesus that she would recover soon.
Please bless her family and give them
the strength that they need Lord.
In Jesus name we pray
Amen.
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
The Happy Purse :) - IT'S OVERRRRR !
hey guys :))
thank you so much to those who tagged
thank you for all the encouragement you all
have been giving me. the messages & all
thank you SO much :D
much appreciated. :D
well, today was seriously a hectic & tiring day.
had to wake up at 6.20am today
afraid i would be late like the other time.
thank you timmy for giving me the morning call.
heees. (:
chinese listening compre wasnt that bad :D
i hopeee. heee.
but it was seriously crazy
i mean they made us be in school by 7.30am
and they said the paper will commence at 8am
then the radio person said the exam will
commence at 8.30am. all our reactions
were like what the hell ? hahaha .
thus, we all sat there and stone
listened to the news & listening to the orchestra
music (: it was quite entertaining somehow
actually. heh, but well most of us fell asleep :X
then, SS paper starts at 2pm
like 4 hours of break time. crazy.
thus, evieeee & i went to tiong BK to study.
then pop came along ! :)
funny incident with some henderson peeps
haha, shant elaborate. but yeah.
quite entertaining . haa.
so we mug & mug & mug & more mugging . :/
i almost died. literally. :X
but well, im sure all these will pay off ! :)))
i really hope so !
before the paper started, i was alrd super sleepy.
my brain was soooo loaded.
no more brain space left
and i was worrying i'll blank out
said a short prayer, and it sure did work (:
THE TOPIC THAT IVE STUDIED SO HARD FOR
CAME OUT !!!! WOOO HOOOOOOO !!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
hahaha, woops. i was seriously excited & superly
overjoyed. my goodness, never have i been so excited
for an exam in my life ! hahaha :)
I LOVE SINGAPORE INDUSTRIAL DEVELOPMENT ! :))
mwahahaha, the points are still fresh in my head
i hope my results wont be too disappointing (x
hope for the best !
so yeah, two subs down for N levels (:
i can throw away Chinese & SS for now !
3 cheers to that. :D
went to town with evieeee & yanna after that
ate at my fav place! pastamania !
BACON AGLIO ;) yumms.
oh oh, and did i mention i had tiramisu icecream too !!
hee, yes. purse the pig. oink.
i love eating . :) funkaye !
so yes yes, im rambling. hahaa
just really happy with today.
went for mass with ariel & alyssa after towning.
mass was great.
really great. i dont know why but mass
feels really special today. (:
i like it.
one more thing im looking forward to :
FEAST DAY ! ((((((: hurray !
sunday sunday sunday, quick quick comeeee.
tomorrow, meeting with my grpie for ED presentation
in the morning. i hope meeting will be productive tomorrow.
so that ill be able to go home early to slack ard
im lacking of sleep, seriously. hahaa. (:
a pig like me lack of sleep. hee. tsk.
thursday. my mum's birthday ! wootie
shes 43 . haha , she keeps telling me that her friends
says she looks young. blah blah. HAHA.
gonna do smth special but kinda budget cause im
kinda broke. hahhs.
friday. my bro's birthday. prolly get him a cookie or smth.
HAHAS. i told him ill treat him icecream though. lol.
prolly gg out with ariel and ED after that.
yuppers, so thats like my one week of holday
its so not holiday-ish. im suppose to slack and slack
and sleep. i wanna go sun-tanning ))):
when i find the time to, that is.
oh well, gotta do some stuff now.
thats all for today !
: )
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Monday, September 05, 2005
just a quick post
cause i seriously need to
STUDY !!!
i seriously dont know what im doing here online
but anyhoos, i seriously think i screwed up
my chinese N Level paper. bahhhh.
but well, its over what can i do?
i was actually late & i felt so freaked out
so unsettled. never have i felt that freaked
out before in my life. ever.
i promise never to be late for any exam ever again -
im so lazy
someone PLEASE force ME to GO study NOWWWW
im so DEAD .
okay, chaos.
i promise i'll study.
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& when i look into your eyes,
its back to square one again ;
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
GoodBye ):
well.. todays Friggy's farewell party at
the bontanical gardens & i couldnt make as
i have my Ns on monday ):
sigh, i really wished i was there to see him.
oh well, i'll miss him seriously.
it already feels so weird without seeing him
ard in church.
no noise, no laughter . )):
gonna miss him so much
i rmb he was the only priest i wld
go to for confession.
i doubt he'll be reading this but
just want to wish you all the best in everything
you do :) & always rmb VC :D
God bless You Father Ignatius &
May God shower you with His abundant blessings . (=
God & I love you !
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Chinese & SS Ns coming up next
how crappy can it get?
exams during the holiday .
booo hooos ):
i shall be a mugger for now. =P
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
jst being me, im bored so i decided to do something.
its kinda.. messy though :) hees.
can you spot yourself ? (:
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i love you & thats all i know
&
all you ever needed to know .